SoulFix

I often find myself sewing thoughts together of memories and unsaid decrees  preserving everything we were by remembering all that you are trying to hide you in my art as I’ve hidden you in my heart  It seems as though I have the right of way  but it’s you — “you have bewitched me, body and soul” to which you’ve made whole and though I usually hate surprises this was a rather nice one a love hemmed up by friendship with steady hands, measuring time I’ve always wanted passion and precision but what I needed was true intimacy not the pressure of being a lover performing and impressing but a friend like none other, truly comforting and supporting me loving and learning me and for that I’m thankful to have fallen in love with a friend 

Let our hearts break ever so beautifully then patched up again and again and again Let us seek love desperately and to no avail Let us find love biannually and enjoy it for 2months at a time Let us hold close those memories to keep us warm until the next time Let us become callous and bitter its aftertaste lingering in our mouths all in the name of love