Erised

By Jodane Mowatt
I often find myself sewing thoughts together
of memories and unsaid decrees 
preserving everything we were
by remembering all that you are
trying to hide you in my art
as I’ve hidden you in my heart 


It seems as though I have the right of way 

but it’s you — “you have bewitched me,

body and soul” to which you’ve made whole

and though I usually hate surprises

this was a rather nice one

a love hemmed up by friendship

with steady hands, measuring time


I’ve always wanted passion and precision

but what I needed was true intimacy

not the pressure of being a lover

performing and impressing

but a friend like none other, truly

comforting and supporting me

loving and learning me


and for that I’m thankful

to have fallen in love with a friend 

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